© Marilyn's Creations


Do you see me?
What is this life
when you give your all
and receive so little in return
things of no real value.
To forgive each time
life hands you cold
or sorries
but no inner warmth
of a real heart
with time for you.
They need money
or others
... and again
when it is filled
you stand alone.
Do you see me?
I am not just a mother,
I struggled to be my woman
without real support to be free.
I am not fed love either in words
as normal women receive with men.
I have to lean
on God alone
to guide me
in all I asked
I want to scream and yell,
turned a deaf ear,
give empty promises
but I love deep
and forget
the person I am
to be there for all

Today: to this day
I promise myself
to prove my
change of heart
not wait till I die,

Be merciful to me my God
for I know You are the reason
I am me and alive.
God Alone knows me - do you?!
I am refuse to please the world,
so I will focus my life now.
I will now walking free
in the sunshine
of the great person
God created me to be.

I thirst for brighter tomorrows
for a reason to be
me
on the pathways that clear up
before me and someone
to just give back to me
one ounce of what I need again
in this lonely world
a worthy, viable love.