. .NEVER SURRENDER!. .
God Bless You
God is on your side!
When I said, "My foot is slipping," your love, O LORD, supported me.
When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul.”
I grew up in a noisy home
loud and different from myself
Changing one lifestyle for another
I found finally a calm for a time.
I raised 2 children to be away
from that calm I had thought good..
Lived alone, found another refuge
in love I thought to be a better one.
Yet this one only broke my spirit & mind
and my body followed it's destructive path
losing all I had thought to be love.
Comfort was not in a bottle, nor a drug
not in people who did not know God either.
Temporary fixes I allowed before a new choice
It was not an easy path to follow but safer
It gave me opportunities to grow alone
To learn to love me and change direction.
This path is now one which gives promise
A reason to go on and believe again in hope
It means also sacrifice and acceptance
but in it all, a solid home within me.
Where I know who I am and never again
I will surrender to the will of a man.
Because when you have tasted God's delights
You can do anything, so hold on tight
Being an hero to myself because I am worth it!